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26 June 2013 @ 10:23 pm
How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.

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For personal and depressing reasons, this journal is now friends-only so if you want to read my fics, just drop a comment on this post and I'll add you right away ^w^

I'm a 23 year-old girl mostly addicted to kpop. Therefore, this place will be filled with fictions about B2ST, Super Junior and DBSK :3 (yes, these boys bands are all my life TwT)

My native language is French but I'm more at ease writing in English (I know, it's weird).

As for my biases I can't speak about them without spazzing so... (yes, I love to use spoilers XD)

[Warning: ridiculous fangasm]

Just look at the glorious Yong Junhyung, he's so perfect, it's illegal. I ship him with so many men, it's ridiculous AAARG I fell in love with him when I watched Soom and ever since that day I keep on loving him, the feels won't stop ;w;

Just like this gift, Kyuhyun is my guilty pleasure, he has a fucking voice, a fucking glance, a fucking body. He's just so fuckable in every sense of the term, I want him so bad. And just look at what he is doing to poor Ryeowook ;-;

And then there's Yoochun, my ultimate bias. DBSK is like my legendary kpop band, so no matter how many times I cheat on him, I'll always get back to him. He's like my first love TwT

Aside kpop, I like a lot of different things, like video games, animes and mangas. And since I'm too lazy to talk about them, you can go on my twitter (or my tumblr) and I'll answer you gladly.


Have fun!

Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Sleeping With Sirens - Do It Now Remember Later
31 January 2016 @ 02:45 am
Title: Stillness
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: Junseung
Summary: Hyunseung wished this moment could last forever.
A/N: I love writing descriptions so I wanted to try a little something. Hope it is not a complete failure XD Prompt [wind]

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Hyunseung wished this moment could last forever.

His heart was beating, it was resonating within his body, like a drum and a bass, building up the atmosphere before it exploded in the air, before it reached the ears of Junhyung, who was standing in front of him, his arms locked around his own waist, embarrassed. The younger man had blinked, he was sure he had misheard the words of Hyunseung, those words which sounded soft, warm, smooth around his tongue when his glossy lips pronounced them – those words made of gold and red, of love.

Junhyung couldn't look away, he couldn't look anywhere else, the bright sun, the prismatic light, the shy clouds floating above the building, but at him, at his eyes which were reflecting in his irises, Hyunseung's dark shades of brown mixing with his shadow. He was dazzling, Junhyung found him beautiful, otherwordly beautiful, as if the older man was an angel.

The hand of the clock was still on three, the time had frozen. Hyunseung was waiting for his answer, he was waiting for his arms to open, for his hands to catch him as Junhyung's fingers would run into Hyunseung's hair, messing with his head (his brain). Maybe he should have kissed him first, instead of opening his heart like that?

Although Hyunseung felt vulnerable, suspending to the flow of his fate which had been already decided, he was happy; the older man had finally gathered the courage to make a move, and while he was trying to control his inner self, telling himself it was okay, Junhyung wanted to hug him – it was simple and natural.

With Hyunseung in front of him, Junhyung wasn't at ease with words, it was like he had lost the ability of expressing himself. Who knew that a confession could be so powerful? Who knew that happiness could be that paralyzing? It was the first time that someone was in love with him; it felt weird – being loved. Troubled, Junhyung chased the red blushes on his cheeks with a swift tilt of his head, almost imperceptibly, and raised a smile as he melt down in the burning gaze of Hyunseung.

They had fallen for each other.

Hyunseung wished this moment could last forever yet the clock ticked suddenly, the wind blew, cold and ruthless, and it pushed him away from Junhyung as his heart skipped a beat, breaking this fleeting moment.
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: rea - miku hatsune
26 June 2013 @ 11:02 pm

Are you lost ? Here's a list of all the stories I have written so far listed in chronological order from the oldest to the most recent.

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Shallow Life
Pairing: main!2junseung - side!kiwoon
Rating: nc-17
Summary: After a certain point, their hearts were so damaged that they couldn't love anymore.
1: From The Start | 2: Wrong Way To Hide | 3: Misguided Ghost | 4: Beautiful Night | 5: In The Lurking Shadows | 6: Back To You | 7: Troubles Next Door | 8: The World Within | 9: Hunting Demons

Collide with the Sky
Pairing: junseung
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Junhyung goes through the five stages of loss and grief.
1: Cloud Nine | 2: Heaven Sent Killer | 3: Walking on Air | 4: Filth in the Beauty | 5: Drowning Sorrow | 6: Paradise Lost | 7: Asylum of Light | 8: Escape To The Stars | [completed]


Of Kisses and Cries
Pairing: junseung
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Some of us think holding on makes us strong. But sometimes, it is letting go.

With Ears To See And Eyes To Hear
Pairing: 2jun
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Doojoon is blind and Junhyung is deaf yet they fall in love with each other.
I | II

Troublesome Series
Pairing: 2jun
Rating: nc-17
Summary: Doojoon wasn't the kind of person to get attached to someone, even less to an item.
I | II | III

Touch Screen
Pairing: junseung
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Each time he trusted someone new, they ended up reminding him why he shouldn't trust anyone at all.

Pairing: junwoon
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Dongwoon was a shadow in love with light.

Distinguishing Colors of Light
Pairing: kiwoon - side!2jun
Rating: pg-13/nc-17
Summary: Kikwang would paint there inside of Dongwoon's heart emotions of the palette in his mind.
I | II

Drabbles/Ficlets/Role Plays

Reaching For Us
Co-Author: louvela
Pairing: 2jun
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Doojoon and Junhyung tried to close the gap between them, before it got bigger and bigger with each step they were taking.
[1] | [2]

Misconception of Hidden Truths
Co-author: louvela
Pairing: 2jun
Rating: nc-17
Summary: Doojoon didn't know why their friendship was so different from his other relationships and Junhyung told him why.
[1] | [2]


To Fill The Emptiness
Pairing: 2junseung
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Slices of their lives, blending fiction and reality.


1: Aesthetic Bones | 3: Chasing Waterfall | 5: Intermittent Lifelines | 7: Through Clarity | 9: From The Lost Days | 11: Raining Spell For Love | 13: Chaos and Dissonance | 15: Fictional Bonds | 17: Naturally Attractive | 19: The Way You Are | 21: Digging Holes | 23: Stillness | 25: Let's not Fall in Love


2: Loneliness Side Effects | 4: In a Reverie | 6: The Grave Keeper | 8: Primary Colors | 10: Sweet Talk | 12: Ending Page | 14: Another Day in Paradise | 16: Transparent Frame of Mind | 18: A Lesson in Distraction | 20: Incandescent Essence | 22: Confidence in Domination | 24: Wandering Souls

Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Voodoo Doll - VIXX
23 June 2013 @ 06:29 am

You prefer navigating through tags over a masterlist? No problems, here's a list of all the tags I've been using to sort out my entries.

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Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: Jonghyun - Love Belt